Things still going mach 8. Everyone tells me that to enjoy all the hub bub now because when it all settles, I'll have to face what's happened.
Right now I can look back on it all with this kind of dispassionate attitude. Like a book you read even through the really slow parts to reach an ending that is less than satisfying.
Interesting, but not worth reading again.
Is that what I have left of her?
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Perhaps for a while, while your heart stays numb. As time passes, little visions of "good things" will pop in. I find, now after 5 years, that I think of my mom with more of a balanced view; the bad still hurts BADLY, but there are good memories and good aspects of her that come to mind as well.
It is still too early, though. Don't worry... I'm here.
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