Heavy

Erin made the comment that I sounded 'heavy'. How accurate . . more than she can begin to realize.

Life has become a sort of suffocating wave - the kind that rolls in and knocks you around. God is using me in ways I hadn't ever envisioned myself being used. And while I'm thankful, I am still having to struggle to breathe. It's cool that I'm being molded, but I don't enjoy the force of it.